Star-gazing

I look up at the stars
And all I see is you...
I can't hardly believe it
I don't know what to do...

Then last night, when you called me
I got my hopes so high...
But when the talk was over
I kinda wanted to die...

I stayed up all night crying
It was all that I could do...
But when the sun came rising
I finally got a clue...

You make me tell you I loved you
And you threw it in my face...
You invited me over for coffee
But then you sprayed me with your mace...

I can't believe I'm sorry
But it's all that I can say...
You should know that I don't love you
So I have one more thing to say...

Fuck you.
And the pony you rode in on.
You don't deserve the space this was written on...
You don't deserve the space you are living in...

Fuck you.
For fucking me.
Fuck me.
For fucking believe anything you said.

You're a moron.
Know that...
Know that.

I'm better than you will ever be...
And the best part is that you will never believe it.

Stationary Prayer

She asked me for the stars,
Like I had them in my grasp
She quest me for her a reason,
Like I pretend to know the answers

Tired of appeasing
Tired of reassuring
If it hasn't sunk in by now,
Anything I say doesn't matter anyhow

The greatest happiness I've ever found
Is sharing stories of loves before
Never noticing it's half-past-four
Until you see the sunrise, when you opened the door

So, again I wait for the ulti-mate
I can't live a lie, knowing I have to shave every mornin'
I shouldn't be so idelistic, but it's who I am
Lord, I know I'm never right but I know I'm not wrong