I wonder

I can make you happy.
I can make you sad.
I can tell you love me.
I can tell you've got it bad.

I can make you breakfast.
I can make you laugh when you're at your worst.
I can find you the prettiest stone.
I can be honest when I say it pales in comparison to you.

I can write you a love song.
I can sing it without music.
I will always smile when I see you.
I will always hold you even when you're not around.

I lay in bed when I cannot sleep.
I think of many things.
I wonder what what you're doing.
I wonder if you're awake.
I dream that I'm on your mind, too.
I wish that you were mine.

I drive past the same old places.
I know they feel the same.
I am scared that I will never leave.
I hope if I do, you'll be there.

I thought of you again today.
I couldn't get you out of my mind.
I saw you in the store today.
I picked you from the faces in the crowd.
I waved to you and hoped you'd answer.
I bowed my head in disgust as you left me again.

I wonder if you know me.
I wonder if you've seen my face.
I wonder if you'd like my charm.
I am worried I'd scare you away.
I wonder if I asked you out.
I am sure you'd be reluctant at first.
I wonder if we'd click at first.
I wonder when we would.

I write this as a letter to you.
I mail it to the world.
I want everyone to read my words...
...so, I'll never have to wonder again