Life Mending

Love is all you need...

Always look at the bright side of life...

Here comes the sun...

No standing.

The most powerful statements are the ones that use the fewest words
So, why must I employ the never ending sililoquy?
What am I trying to prove?

"I'm well-read, so please be in awe of the useless shit I say!"

God, I can be so pretentious.
...when I want to be...
...which seems to happen more and more often...

"You haven't seen the Godfather?! Or Magnolia?!
...let me tell you minor plot details to let me seem so cultured!"

Why am I showing off?
It's not like I have all that much to showoff, anyways.
I listen to music, I play video games, I watch porn...
...oh, you must be so impressed.
I'm so fucking normal it sickens me,
But for some reason, I'm trying to show the world I'm unique.
That I'm special.

"I think I'm unique; I believe in fate...
...what I give into the world will some day find me..."

Fuck me.

"I believe..."

Believe in what?
Myself?
No.
Other people?
Fuck that.

Then what exactly do you believe in, You hot-air piece of shit?

"I believe there has to be more than this...
...if I didn't I wouldn't get through the day"

But what if there isn't anything beyond this?
What the fuck are you doing?
Waiting for the next life or waiting for this life to show the world to you...
...buddy, they ain't gonna happen.
You gotta make shit happen or you're just going to grow old...
...grow bitter...
...and you'll still be waiting...
...forever...
....for the world, whatever that is, to show itself to you...

In the end all that really matters are the things that truly matter to you...
...and to be honest, I don't want that to be a few sports teams and musicians
I want to share myself with people who I truly care about...

"But I already to, I have best friends and family an..."

So fucking what.
You take them for granted right now.
You think they matter to you, but you take them for granted and you're alone

"Maybe you're right..."

Fuck yeah, I'm right.
Show people they matter.
...ignoring them and do your own shit won't show them you care...

"But I do care..."

Show them.
Show yourself!

I was wrong before...
The most powerful statements aren't the ones that use the fewest words...
...they're the ones that use no words at all