Why Me?

Lindsay, you prayed
You were gonna change this time
But you're getting way behind
Are you gonna change this time?
Be yourself and try…
…this time

Argumentative in the mirror
Doing my best not to see her
Long, and leave your cherub 'cause I miss her
Fine my peace beneath the river

Do you see why I want to be with you?
Avoiding all the boys who are in my crew…
…the hardcore wrecking crew…
There is a million things I want to do with you…

Lindsay, you prayed
You were gonna change this time
But you're getting way behind
Are you gonna change this time?
Be yourself and try…
…this time

Sometimes you seem so overwhelmed…
…by the life you lead…
Scared and sleepless from the things you need
Honey, what do you think this means?
…Lindsay

Lindsay…
Lindsay…
…Lindsay

Ease the Pain

Three or four notes to ease the pain
Combinations of notes are all that's keeping me sane
Wishing you could understand
So we could share the wonders of the pristine land
Traveling the golden road alone
To escape indifference from the chill in my bones

Easing back, feel the click, one two
Sailing vast starship led through the blue
Traveling broken lines lead the path to home
Escaping the indifference, riding now on my own

Three or four notes build within me the power
To be the creator of vaccines or the Great Ivory Tower
Sum of the parts less than the whole of the body
Nirvana slammed ecstasy felt all out the lobby

Lighting strikes twice, long-lasting music in my head
Inspiration touched inside me from the depths within my bed
Terrorizing soothes the masses easing the stirring in my soul
Ending the quiet fear of sadness, where repetition breaks the mold

Three or four notes sketched beneath the surface
Three or four notes looped along my lips
Auditory stored on my minds ear
Played by the only voice I've shown you

Sing a sonnet to the school of signs
Wearing desperation of n your war-torn sleeves
Repeating the three or four notes to ease the pain
Repeating the three or four notes to keep me sane

Pixilation Station

Eyes are weary
Red eye, black eye
The change before me
One guy, two guy

The empty streets are filled with anger
Tested silence forewarns danger
Yet, footsteps beat the bass line rhythm
Internal rage consumed within them

Compensatory roses are a treat
That we should give for all we meet
Though, we're not to blame for all the woes
Still impossible to fight the endless foes

Fluid dreams are made to prosper
For those who avoid the prim and proper
A balanced reach to play the game
Don't have to follow the masses to be the same

Budding conception as a result of creation
The one and only way for me to reach the nation
Knee-high anger lives the vivid drive
At least it's a feeling, if even a cry

Fluid dreams are made to prosper
For those who avoid the prim and proper
A balanced reach to play the game
Don't have to follow the masses to be the same

My eyes are weary, my vision is blurred
The life that I live are through the thing that I've heard
I'm dying for my words to be heard across the nation
The Pixilation Station is the cause of my frustration

Soul Fuel

Adam is a friend of mine
A man who's lost all hope
Head in the sand, above the clouds
His dreams beneath the surface

Daley is a friend of mine
A smile all she wears
She lives among the drifting clouds
Her heart belongs amongst the shining stars
But she hides it in her sandbox

It's your choice to feel the music
It's your choice to lose control
Let your heart make your decisions
And let your mindset fuel the soul

Put the letters to the paper
Empty your head on to the sheet
Get what's inside you on the outside
Put the pieces to the best

Feel the groove that's in the moment
Let your hips slide to the side
Don't believe what you are told to
Make your inner thoughts the truth

It's your choice to feel the music
It's your choice to lose control
Let your heart make your decisions
And let your mindset fuel the soul

You Say That You're an Angel

You say that you're an angel and that I'm misunderstood
You say I don't accomplish all the things that I should
I'm boring and lazy and I stroll in the snow
The things I learned in grade school are all the things that I know

My indifference is tragic
Like a chain-smoking habit
Skills and motivation are beautiful
But you're either born with it or have it.

I'm impervious to your venom
Yet you refuse to see
You are the only person to have any effect on me

I listen, I smile, I say the right things
You say I look up to the skies to get a view of your wings

You say that you're an angel and that I'm misunderstood
You say I don't accomplish all the things that I should
I'm boring and lazy and I stroll in the snow
The things I learned in grade school are all the things that I know

You know you have a halo
You wear your heart on your sleeve
The fact you think you're perfect isn't hard to believe

I have to make it simple, I got to make it bright…
You say that you're an angel, but that doesn't make you right

Racing

For all the things I'm scared to say…
For all I'm scared to show you…
For not one second does it change,
The simple fact 'I love you'

Your smile turns me red inside,
Your eyes turn me to mush
Your heart is what brings it all around…
How I know you is an art

At times I take things for granted,
Running miles as the world speeds by
But while I'm racing towards my goals to be accomplished,
Know you are always on my mind…
You are always in my heart

It feels like I haven't seen you for ages,
But we're at the very start
We haven't strayed too far from the beginning,
But understand we aren't very far from the end

I need you with me as I struggle now
As I deal with this life I live
Because if I never have you by my side,
This journey is something I'd never want to live

I sit in this airy corner, letting the breeze dictate the action in my head
Letting it tell me how to daydream, how to dream an extra moment with you

It's chilling and dark to no seeming end
Bare with this now, there is light up ahead
And thought it all might seem like a rhythm of doubts…
Let the river of certainty ease them all out