Remnants of a new society
Taking all our hard earned property
Showing the world their new philosophy
Destroying tyranny of the old monopoly
I believe in true monogamy
Fraying eyes will lead to bigotry
Love for all has not be lost on me
Yet my one true heart has not been shown to see
Am I a struggling soul for all eternity?
Missing prts for me to wholy be
The point of life is to live uncertainly
...until the world shows you your perfect destiny...
Me... or the thought of me?
I like picture frames... but they symbolize borders. You're blocking everything in the outside in world beyond the walls of where you want to be. Rememberance of times held dear... a time capsule made for all to see. When time stands still I'll be drinking a cup of tea with my friend Bea... trice.
Me... or the thought of me?
Vivo en Ma-ho-pac. I'm free in the world... but where am I now? Am I here where you need me to be... or would that really need be where I need to be?
Me... or the thought of me?
I'm here as part of your side... standing here waiting for my role in the game. Hey, Coach... is it my turn now? Been ready for all time now... waiting for you is the past.
Me... or the thought of me?
Lovely brown locks now of gold shining luster... the thought of you now makes my heart float and fluster. It's cold out tonight, but as the stars shine so bright, don't give any light as you walk into my sight.
Me... or the thought of me?
Baby, you're a bitch... and I hate your guts. I wish I had something more heart-felt and romantic, but you suck so much I go back to the Titanic. You're hateful to a tee, you remind me of a bee... You reach into a flower, why do I end up with the thorn?
You... or the thought of you?
The thought of you makes me sick, sweetheart... or should I say, 'YOU'RE A PRICK!!' What's the deal with your hastiness towards me? I decided that I'm finally gonna go... 'I'M GONNA DO IT!! You'll find me in Kokomo!'
Baby, what's left for me to say right now? Actually, it's out of place, Kristina's afraid of clowns... Darling, my dear, I had to get that off my chest... I'm sorry to say, I'm definitely the best...
Sooooooo, you can't have me... The best of me is yet to come... all that's left for you is the thought of me...
The End...?
Hey baby, good morning. How nice of you to bare your soul. The night had hardly started when you all too soon departed... yet somehow you woke in my arms.
Hey baby, how nice of you to share the song. It's great to know what's on your mind, to put what's happened far behind. You said you couldn't find the words to explain the happenings absurd... but when you couldn't find your thoughts to say, I understood you anyway.
Hey baby, how are you today? What's on your mind? What's in your heart? What's happened since the sun has turned to dark.
Oh, deary, what are you doing now? Did you still have your heart set on the trip to see the clowns? It's been a while since we saw those guys... and all too long since those last goodbyes.
Dear Daisy, I hope this finds you well. Last time we spoke I saw the sun rise as your door slammed me in the face. Again my heart got in the way as I did not know exactly what to say... If I had a power under my control, I would take back what I stammered so, when I was gone and told to go... Next time I write I promise you that more than promises I can do...
Baby, this is the last song I could ever write about our 'love' that fateful night when the future seemed to begin to change as we both began to search for blame. The truth is I would never start to build a love within my heart... without a cause, without a reason... It's hard to believe it's the change of season. My love for you began to grow when facts were laid I did not know. I fell in love with the role they wrote for you... and you played your part to a 'T'. You did not have a simple clue, what was this poor boy supposed to do?... This time it's my heart that's crying for 'line'. What has happened between us is in the past... why couldn't that present forever last? What we could had might've been the best we have hoped for until we rest... But I still write you all the same, I hope this letter finds you well...
...oh wait... wish my my brother the best as well.
I'm not here to face the future...
I have seen it through the past
I'm too scared to make you my present...
I'm afraid to see you go
I saw you in a dream I had...
Telling me of my woes
You told me of the fears I had...
The ones I've never shown
And in that dream I saw you...
...It still plays in my mind...
You told me of the fears you had...
Not one diff'rent from mine...
Yet still inside the dream I've had...
...and the words we shared aloud...
I found out what I had to hear
...and what I had to do...
'One man don't make an army
But I'm not here to fight a war
Please just take what I can give you...
...Don't tear my heart out on the floor...'
I cried the night I told you...
...of the dream we shared, out loud
I hung my head expecting...
...the noose, rejection, never came
Those four lines were unscripted,
As I held you in my arms...
...And cling, you would forever...
Unwritten love was ours
What happened to our future?
What happened to our past?
What happened to our present?
Where did it go so fast?
What happened to your boyfriend?
...the one you left me for?
What happened to your best friend?
...the one you called a whore?
When did you decide to call me?
Where were you when you did?
What prompted you to call me?
...was it my fault that you hid?
My life feels like a circle
I've seen this path before
The chance to return to it
Is not a chance to score
I fell for you not long ago
I gave to you my heart
But time was a virtue you did not need
To tear my love apart
How did you move on without me?
Who comforted you at night?
Were they not quite what you needed?
...or was I just an after thought?
My eyes are traveling bloodshot
Have not seen a pillow; not for days
My minds been trying to tell me
In about a hundred million ways
Should I stay or should I go?
Has that decision already been made?
Is that choice yet mine to choose?
...do I even have you to lose?
I figured out not long ago
You were not right for me
But the head cannot lie to the heart
For me, it's back to the start
I believe in me...
I believe in you...
Yet, I won't let you control what I do...
Whatever I say...
Whatever the words...
All I really mean...
Is that I love you...
My name, it doesn't matter...
...because I life a life of hope
I wake up every morning...
...I write a brand new song
...And then I fall asleep again...
...the whole day starts a new
Again a fall asleep again...
...and there's nothing I can do...
...These days it doesn't matter living hopelessness
I awoke this morning...
...and saw a man I didn't know
He was playing a string insrtument...
...but he didn't have his bow
So, he sat there in the corner...
...and played his fingers to the bone
And as he sat there in the corner...
...I pondered the great unknown...
...Still I lay here without meaning or desirement
I live a life in which I see...
...the same things every day
The same tree blowing in the wind...
...the same cat meowing by
And in a haste I drive by...
...many exits past my home
And in a haste I drive by...
...I've finally found my home...
...This time I control how I live forevermore...
One morning I awoken....
...to a girl I've seen before
Regret never had a chance...
...because I finally took a chance...
I walked into the other room...
...I picked our child up
...And as I walked into the other room...
...my life was filled with hope...
...And life as the immortal fool will dissapate...
If things were to go as I wish,
My life would soon cease to exist
For night and day and day and night,
Only appear when you see the light.
If all my dreams were to come true,
You'd somehow know that I loved you
...And we'd share good times that all would see,
Yet the only doubts would be in me
If I had a magic genie or I held the magic lamp,
I have a feeling that my virtues would fall prey to the overt trap.
If I had the chance to make you mine,
Without the work of love and time
Your love for me would misaligned
...And I would have to write a poem, again, where all the last lines rhymed.
If things were to go as I wish,
I think I'd live a life like this
Where skies are blue...
...and tears are, too
...And life had repercussions from all the things I do
Here, I sit and wait and wait...
Waiting for my greatest mistake...
For when I see a world of power and grandeur...
The life as I wish, would never be ensured.
